Velocity slowed her pacing and shook her head after a brief hesitation. "Is he- was he someone from back home? Riptide said I was somebody he knew and respected, and..." She plucked at her own leg plating with one hand while the other three flapped at her sides, face drawing down into what was almost a flinch before she started pacing again.
At that next question she hunched, looking away. "It-" A hitched vent in, and out as a miserable noise she tried and failed to stifle. "...Angry. I don't like being angry, not when-"
She made another, smaller noise. "Do I have to say? It's in Ratchet's notes, isn't it? Or-" No, she realized with a look of dawning resignation. It wouldn't be in his notes, because she hadn't ever told him. "It- it's fine."
"Who knows? Riptide and I are probably from different points in the timeline. If we ever met...maybe. Misfire likes people who like to get into trouble with him."
He peered at Velocity. She didn't seem the time to do well under pressure. Could she manage running from law enforcement after stealing a vending machine?
"...You kind of have to mention it. Something made you angry, and acknowledging that it did is step one. The next is to figure out why it keeps doing this to you." He set his datapad on his lap. "How long ago was this? Years? Months?"
Velocity shifted, looking here and there as if it would give her an out from this conversation, before giving a shuddering sigh. "...I-" She swallowed hard and looked towards the door, knowing the officer from security was outside in case she tried to bolt from mandatory therapy, but wanting, needing, to run and run and run.
Finally, she sagged. "I was on the recent mission with Megatron and Didi and C-Cal and BD-1 and Rung and Shotlock," she mumbled, slumping back onto the couch and rubbing one arm. "My Megatron. My friend. The smaller one? At the end, he- he took sparks we were supposed to save and made them into a weapon and- and he left," she whispered miserably, then in an even smaller voice, "He left me..."
Pain and worry started to mix with frustration and anger as she sat there, and she turned her face down towards the floor so Krok wouldn't see her expression. "...It's bad when I get angry. I can't be. But I am now, all the time. So- so I just have to figure out how to make that stop. And it'll be okay."
This was a lot to manage, let alone address in the first session. First things first, he had to get a plan on how to address all of these issues. He could say that he was fortunate that Velocity mentioned everything within minutes of arrival. This, in a sense, was an easy patient, though very, very complicated.
"Runt, right? He's...well, let's not talk about him when he's not here." Krok had opinions about Megatrons in general, even those that have not formally defected to the Autobots. Something about distancing himself from the leadership that persuaded Krok to the movement soured his opinion on the mech that started it all. Megatrons, in general, appeared to think about their personal wants over others'.
"His issues are his own to address, and I say this as a therapist and for your stead. But it's a big thing to happen, this betrayal. Am I right to assume so?" He wrote down his personal notes and a summary of what Velocity mentioned, particularly points that they had to address in future sessions. "How has this changed your opinion of him?"
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At that next question she hunched, looking away. "It-" A hitched vent in, and out as a miserable noise she tried and failed to stifle. "...Angry. I don't like being angry, not when-"
She made another, smaller noise. "Do I have to say? It's in Ratchet's notes, isn't it? Or-" No, she realized with a look of dawning resignation. It wouldn't be in his notes, because she hadn't ever told him. "It- it's fine."
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He peered at Velocity. She didn't seem the time to do well under pressure. Could she manage running from law enforcement after stealing a vending machine?
"...You kind of have to mention it. Something made you angry, and acknowledging that it did is step one. The next is to figure out why it keeps doing this to you." He set his datapad on his lap. "How long ago was this? Years? Months?"
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Finally, she sagged. "I was on the recent mission with Megatron and Didi and C-Cal and BD-1 and Rung and Shotlock," she mumbled, slumping back onto the couch and rubbing one arm. "My Megatron. My friend. The smaller one? At the end, he- he took sparks we were supposed to save and made them into a weapon and- and he left," she whispered miserably, then in an even smaller voice, "He left me..."
Pain and worry started to mix with frustration and anger as she sat there, and she turned her face down towards the floor so Krok wouldn't see her expression. "...It's bad when I get angry. I can't be. But I am now, all the time. So- so I just have to figure out how to make that stop. And it'll be okay."
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"Runt, right? He's...well, let's not talk about him when he's not here." Krok had opinions about Megatrons in general, even those that have not formally defected to the Autobots. Something about distancing himself from the leadership that persuaded Krok to the movement soured his opinion on the mech that started it all. Megatrons, in general, appeared to think about their personal wants over others'.
"His issues are his own to address, and I say this as a therapist and for your stead. But it's a big thing to happen, this betrayal. Am I right to assume so?" He wrote down his personal notes and a summary of what Velocity mentioned, particularly points that they had to address in future sessions. "How has this changed your opinion of him?"